I just watched Bright star and it really hit me hard. I just remember that feeling of having the air sucked out of you and a hit in the heart when he leaves and it made me so sad. It struck me that a profound love will never leave us. When theres love beyond anything that this world can understand it will stay with us until our hearts leave this world. I will never forget how wonderful and horrible life was because of love. Theres nothing more that i could want in my life, but i never want the leaving. so i wrote this

When the sun set you waved goodbye and kissed every fingertip to engrain their prints on your lips. the sunshine blew in a cold wind when it left and you told me that it was ours. I heard you didnt leave and you stared for days when i was gone. Theres nothing i wouldnt do to take you with me but miles away beckons me and we are ready for change, together or apart the footsteps on the pavement echo apart. I will miss you for my whole life and wake up seeing your face in the dark when you arent there. I will love you for my whole life and feel you around me when you arent there. You are my one. every day of rememberance i have for you strips me of who i’m becoming and sends me crawling back to the person you no longer are. Its been years and running away didnt get you to leave. The clock ticks second by second and your songs are laced in a feeling of never finding, never belonging, never loving.

The things i miss about him are endless and this movie made me sad.